Recently I met up with a soul friend of mine. We haven't seen each other for a while but like soul connections go - time is illusory and bears no testament to our ecstatic love; unabated. Often when we meet with each other, there are these energetic pauses (oxymoron aside) - like a fire is brewing from our heart space and kindling towards our lips so we may express in its creative fullness our stories. And that is what we tell - our stories - without judgement, without force, without condescension. Her and I met through our careers and unlike some of my collegial relationships - this instinctively was a force of creative and sublime growing sisterhood. So, why is this important?
After listening to my fiery sister, Lindsay, tell me her story and I felt intuitively the shifting winds that brought her both bewilderment and a sorrowful reprieve, I felt my friend brilliantly cascading in the divine light of her feminine - unlike her life's knowing and doing in the masculine survival - she was being changed by a divine love that expressed itself so articulately through the sacral pleasures of her yoni (vagina). I welled up, how gracefully light shone on her fiery red hair - accurately and creatively shading her root and sacral chakra into her essence. She felt essential.
I went on to tell her where I am at... so much has revealed itself to me this last few months alone - as I was in awe of her, I was in awe of me. My heart felt full. I shared with her how my newest learnings and the sacred pause I took over this year within Yoni Shakti led me to supreme truths. It led me to feel into the healing powers of my work - it led me to envision my soul-led client and to dance in the rhythms of abundance. In my life, abundance felt like a shadow - there but dark - following me but not tangible - creeping up when there was light but never a true part of me - never reflecting my idiosyncrasies, never feeling the shadow is me but stealing light from me. This feels a strange metaphor, I know but only through the deep intrinsic womb healing, rebirthing journey and sacred feminine embodiment work - have I integrated freely and openly into Abundance; stepping into the dark of the fears surrounding it and raising it into the light of my being. I am Abundance. Abundance is me. I demonstrated in such ecstatic and energetic volume of words how alive I feel in truly doing my healing work that I expressed to her - "This healing work feels like SEX to me! Orgasmic, unbridled, healing, SACRED SEX; a union of my creative and primordial being birthing the Divine Essence within me!"
"This healing work feels like SEX to me! Orgasmic, unbridled, healing, SACRED SEX; a union of my creative and primordial being birthing the divine essence within me!"
Her eyes lit up and we laughed with so much joy - rewind 5 years back and we would have never imagined the journey we are on today. I looked at my beautiful friend and told her; one of the greatest truths felt for me over these last few years of deep healing work on myself - is my deep intuitive instinctive trust in my womb listening and my damn - how my womb speaks to me. She is loud and so alive in her needs and desires and fulfilment. She is the place from which my abundance speaks and her voice echoes through cavernous doubts, imposter syndrome mountains and fear-born valleys. She echoes above them all.
Over the last year or more- the words "YONI YES!" has sprung for me. IT STARTED when Noha Essop invited me to join her team on her Sacred Sensual Soul Retreat and in my first meeting with her - my yoni felt alive, fun and playful and our conversation and laughter felt limitless and I told her then upon agreeing to collaborate with her - "MY YONI SAYS YES!" As Lindsay spoke to me and we shared our stories and she heard these words - she said she now knows what a YONI YES feels like and she is never going back.
This is not a psychological play of what boundaries are but rather what life integrated with purpose of the divine feminine and masculine within us feel like and what a Yoni Yes it is!
When I feel that Yoni YES, it doesn't matter how tired I am, how fearful I am or anxious or doubtful - I am guided, divinely so for through the impenetrable essence of my divine feminine and masculine - I have been given an answer. And know - this answer is from THE Divine Source, sharing the Great POWER of sacred duality in all life.
I ask that you take a moment and intuitively listen and keep listening and she will answer you - she will give the essence and trust of the Yoni YES!
With Love
Gafieza